Managed Chaos

Tonight I find myself roughly a week away from my first serious live musical endeavor in over five years. It's a good feeling as I have been quietly building this dream for many years now. Though older now, I've also grown a little wiser than in my previous tour of duty.

That being said, those memories seem like a lifetime ago.

So with this new chapter about to unfold, I'm trying to allow for room to grow, rather than the previous "shock & awe" effect right out of the gate.

Yes, this time around, it's okay not to have every weensy detail accounted for. Okay, it's not entirely okay, but it's also not the end of the world either. Besides, good art is forever & always a work in progress. Indeed, growth is messy, painful...even scary at times. Nevertheless, full steam ahead.

Small steps now, better choices. I know we'll make it in time.